First Novel no title as of yet Chapter 1“Me want that shiny thing me see over there.”“Oh no you don’t little one.” A soft voice told the Halfling while yanking him back forcefully, “we don’t want what happened last time.”“But……but me must have that shiny.”“No buts Beatle. We don’t have the strength to pull your good for nothing hide out of there.”“Argoth, I think your being a lil too harsh on the little one.”The Halfling nods and quickly adds in, “That’s……….HEY! I thought I told you not to call
Chapter 2 Chapter 2Both animals check each other out while telepathically talking to each other. “Who's your master?” Kittybat asks “Vernamon Rakashi. Who's yours?” Barban replies back. “Ayrda. I was told to scout this way to look for signs of anyone looking for an elf we picked up.” “hmm.....that would be us.. She happened to disappear while we were fighting a horde of orcs.” “BARBANE, KITTYBAT!” Vernamon and Ayrda call out. Both animal's ears picked up their names. “Um guys' there's someone close by.” Vernamon says while
How did I end up this way?I don't know how I ended up the way I am. I cry way to much I love my fiance to death yet we constantly fight over little things and I end up crying badly for many reasons. My own mind will not allow me to change for the better no matter how much I try. No jobs are willing to take me nor my fiance and train us for the work. She and I are lucky to live where we are but its not going to last for very long. The way I see it these days she and I are all we have for eachother. Her aunt has bone cancer and lucky enough to live in the house and who knows if she'll get over it and due to it she can't work therefore no money coming in. The world is fu
What is the point?What is the point of having friends when they either leave you hanging without a word they left, ignore the fact you exist when you try to contact them,What is the point of having friends when they backstab you for no apparent reason,gang up against you leaving you with nothing and alone, what is the point of having friends when they never invite you to do anything, what is the point?
A greater insightI in no doubt am pathetic. I have gained such an insight after reading a particular book more aimed at women than men but a good read nonetheless. One must be asking themselves what book granted one cares enough to even know what the book I'm talking about. "why women have sex" that's the very book that gave such insight and why I say I'm pathetic. I am so flawed to not only my hygiene but looks as well. heck not even able to carry a good conversation offline makes me pathetic. I have a personality that makes me good in the long run but otherwise I'm a guy who isn't able to get any woman to give me a chance offline. Heck was even told not to
ImterriblysorryforthoseivehurtWhy must my life my very heart be so complicated? I never intended onbetraying anyone. I to this very day very moment question my heart asto why it feels so strongly for all as though it were to be with one.I only do what I feel is right and fair. If I was wanting tomanipulate anyone I would try to get more than what it seems it's notright now. All I truly wanted were friends nothing more. I write inhonest truth yet my truths are perceived as lies why? True love canonly exist if both are there for each other no matter what. For thosewho do love me and want me solely for themselves need not be selfishand know there are other'
There's nothing left of meI am lost and i'm destroyed there's nothing really left for me on here but for a few friends who have stayed true to me. I need support from whats being done to me on here. Been banned from the chat Heaven4Wolves has gotten her way. I want to sue her for deformation of character which she has rightly done to me. I have not told lies i've been honest with everything I say these days. Being homless and my life going downhill even moreso has made me who I am right now. I'm depressed I feel like there's no one there for me. Notes and comments are greatly appreciated especially right now I need to know who's there for me and who's not. I'm only a
DontletmyexturnyouagainstmeLast night when I get off I was not feeling good at all. I was really pissed off due to turning people against me. I've changed since being homeless for nearly 2 nights. I have really restrained myself in heaven4Wolves as wants me banned for a rediculous reason. What is wrong with talking to people? for those who have fallen in love with me please don't let what she says about me get to you.. You have read who I am, what I am. I shall not lie to you or anyone. I can't change how or what you think about me. Without any of your love and support I feel as though i'm nothing at all. and what sarah-reed-richards is doing to me isn't helping me a
SafeHavenforthoseinterestedToday's minds are too wrapt up to realize there is hardly any true individuality. we are too hooked on trying to be the same. I for one am not in that chain. as for this wretched society to exist people have to be too much of the same mindset. Been trying to help people realize how corrupt they are even if they go without "sin" it proves a must difficult task. I say live in only what you believe in and not what others say you should. So long as it doesn't interfere with someone's own right to live.That said for now there is another matter i've come to foresee and that involves the many female contacts who are single and have taken such an i
Alone in this worldWhy is love so difficult to find. Why is it people fear that which they do not fully understand. Why does no one try to support anyone. People are selfish creatures only thinking of themselves. I am alone. Alone without anyone whom I can hang out with. Locked in my room am I cause I have no one I can be with to hang out with. Where can I turn to to find anyone when I don't have transportation to anywhere. I am also not old enough to get into any bars to find anyone and none seemingly close enough either. I hear there's people interested in me yet why do they not tell me themselves? Do they fear me as to what I might say or do? I'm told not t
Don't be afraid of meYou are so afraid of me.I see it in your eyes.I see it when you turn away when I get close.You are afraid of my abilities.You lie to me when you say you are not afraid.You lie to me trying to make me believe other than what my eyes see.I know fear. I know it from many things i've read it as well. Do not tell me that you aren't afraid when you are. Its very painful and saddening when you move away from me just for who I am. It pains me so much it nearly brings tears to my eyes. You say you forget I have my abilities. I know you too well when I begin to use them for the good use. I don't like seeing you in pain. My powers can only b
Nobody listens to me.I'm yelled at.I'm unable to respond.Sadness in my heart just because no one listens to me.Why why does no one not a single soul out there ever listens to what I have to say.I'm quiet. No body really seems to care about me.Should I go go far away with no food or water or anything else. Walk in the blazing sun cooking to death every day and night. No one ever listens to what I have to say. Stuck I am in a situation I thought was going to be so short yet it prolonged longer than expected. unprepared I am due to me not knowing how long i'd stay. No one ever listens to what I have to say just because i'm quiet doesn't mean I have somethi
Twin flameWhy why must you keep your distant just because of a few abilities I have. These powers are meant for you. You are the other flame that together brings me these powers. I feel so alone when you avoid me so when I love you deeper than the deepest ocean and thensome. It makes me sad when you distant yourself away from me it hurts a lot. We are two parts of a whole when together you and I can accomplish so much than either of us is alone. Upon writing this my entire body feels as though its on fire much like how you feel the cold as you shiver needing my warmth. We are soulmates. A twin flame we are. *sigh* so distant yet so empty I feel without
The Worriness of usThe Worriness in my heart aches so much. The things I think when you are now here with me with but a motel to stay and that will eat one's money up so quick. I shall be by thy side forever no matter what many many troubles that shall arrive for us to congure. I have thought of one solution or two if no one here will take you in for but a while. A tent for us to sleep in would be good. Need a sleeping bag or two to go along with it but it does give one a roof over one's head while sleeping. The love I have for you wants me to be by your side not ever leaving it but to be physically with you forever. Yes I could sleep in my own bed in a house t
My Love shall never ceaseThe Love I have for you shall never be broken. Losing you means losing myself my world I have wanted for so long. The pain of losing you shall be great if I lost you for good. A plan I have if it works shall get you here now. The money I have should be enough for a ticket for you to be here. I will owe the niehbors so much if they allowed you to stay. Hang in there. Our love for eachother shall overcome what is to come don't lose that sliver of hope. Do whatever you can to survive. Note me as often as you can when you can so long as you can manage to get the net. The worrieness in my heart shall never end till I know for sure your safe and so
The worryness of todayThe Love I have for you is never-ending and I don't ever want it to. I think about you everyday nearly all day. I'd give you anything if I was could. I beg of you don't leave me I don't want to let you go. If you go then I would have nothing left to look forward to. I know you can hold on longer just look at far you have gotten. I'm nearly wrought with worry for you of the worst that could happen. If no contact were to happen within a years time or even two I would know for sure your gone. The only thing needed for you to stay in contact with me is noting me on DA if possible so I know your ok. I want the best for you and you know i'm working
I'm sorry oh so very sorryI'm sorry I said those 4 horrible words.I'm sorry for ever saying anything.I do love you very dearly yet you won't give what I say a chance.Now i'm feeling so guilty.I don't want us to ever leave no matter what little fights we may have.I'm nearly brought to tears on such a touchy subject.We both have our fears and together if we both are willing to try we can overcome them.I have told you what I've longed for and what I would do only if you allow it so and that fear of yours would disappear I know it will only if you gave me that one chance.I love you more than anything in the world and I really do not mean to hurt you so.P
This love of mineThis love I have runs deeper than any before. Her dreams about us are for the far future. The reading I have just done before I wrote this tells about our future together: Here in the order they appear in the Celtic Cross spread are the tarot cards:III of WandsThe EmpressX of CupsReversed or negative Queen of PentaclesReversed or negative The StarReversed or negative VI of SwordsReversed or negative The TowerThe DevilVI of Wandsand finally Knight of Cups.The reading I took from it means that even through all the hardships me and her have we will be together and in the end in the far future I will propose to her for her t
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