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Alone in this worldWhy is love so difficult to find. Why is it people fear that which they do not fully understand. Why does no one try to support anyone. People are selfish creatures only thinking of themselves. I am alone. Alone without anyone whom I can hang out with. Locked in my room am I cause I have no one I can be with to hang out with. Where can I turn to to find anyone when I don't have transportation to anywhere. I am also not old enough to get into any bars to find anyone and none seemingly close enough either. I hear there's people interested in me yet why do they not tell me themselves? Do they fear me as to what I might say or do? I'm told not t
Don't be afraid of meYou are so afraid of me.
I see it in your eyes.
I see it when you turn away when I get close.
You are afraid of my abilities.
You lie to me when you say you are not afraid.
You lie to me trying to make me believe other than what my eyes see.
I know fear. I know it from many things i've read it as well. Do not tell me that you aren't afraid when you are. Its very painful and saddening when you move away from me just for who I am. It pains me so much it nearly brings tears to my eyes. You say you forget I have my abilities. I know you too well when I begin to use them for the good use. I don't like seeing you in pain. My powers can only b
Nobody listens to me.I'm yelled at.
I'm unable to respond.
Sadness in my heart just because no one listens to me.
Why why does no one not a single soul out there ever listens to what I have to say.
I'm quiet. No body really seems to care about me.
Should I go go far away with no food or water or anything else. Walk in the blazing sun cooking to death every day and night. No one ever listens to what I have to say. Stuck I am in a situation I thought was going to be so short yet it prolonged longer than expected. unprepared I am due to me not knowing how long i'd stay. No one ever listens to what I have to say just because i'm quiet doesn't mean I have somethi
Twin flameWhy why must you keep your distant just because of a few abilities I have. These powers are meant for you. You are the other flame that together brings me these powers. I feel so alone when you avoid me so when I love you deeper than the deepest ocean and thensome. It makes me sad when you distant yourself away from me it hurts a lot. We are two parts of a whole when together you and I can accomplish so much than either of us is alone. Upon writing this my entire body feels as though its on fire much like how you feel the cold as you shiver needing my warmth. We are soulmates. A twin flame we are. *sigh* so distant yet so empty I feel without
The Worriness of usThe Worriness in my heart aches so much. The things I think when you are now here with me with but a motel to stay and that will eat one's money up so quick. I shall be by thy side forever no matter what many many troubles that shall arrive for us to congure. I have thought of one solution or two if no one here will take you in for but a while. A tent for us to sleep in would be good. Need a sleeping bag or two to go along with it but it does give one a roof over one's head while sleeping. The love I have for you wants me to be by your side not ever leaving it but to be physically with you forever. Yes I could sleep in my own bed in a house t
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More