
How did I end up this way?I don't know how I ended up the way I am. I cry way to much I love my fiance to death yet we constantly fight over little things and I end up crying badly for many reasons. My own mind will not allow me to change for the better no matter how much I try. No jobs are willing to take me nor my fiance and train us for the work. She and I are lucky to live where we are but its not going to last for very long. The way I see it these days she and I are all we have for eachother. Her aunt has bone cancer and lucky enough to live in the house and who knows if she'll get over it and due to it she can't work therefore no money coming in. The world is fuHow did I end up this way? by ~Vernamon

What is the point?What is the point of having friends when they either leave you hanging without a word they left,What is the point? by ~Vernamon
ignore the fact you exist when you try to contact them,
What is the point of having friends when they backstab you for no apparent reason,
gang up against you leaving you with nothing and alone,
what is the point of having friends when they never invite you to do anything,
what is the point?

What is this world we live in...?Modern globalization, coupled with condemnations, unnecessary death, matador corporations puppeting your frustrations with a blinded flag. Manufacturing consent is the name of the game, the bottom line is money nobody gives a f@%$! 4000 hungry children die per hour due to starvation, while billions are spent on bombs creating death showers.What is this world we live in...? by ~ChristianTheHedgehog
What is this world we live in ?