Life just seems to be going downhill and unfortunatly won't be seen for a while as her mother found something out and banned her from the internet for a good while. Somehow want to get into contact with her mother and say whats on my mind about it its just my tracfone doesn't have enough minutes to allow me to do so. I can only get on at the library unless I see a friend or two who would allow me internet access. Notes are always appreciated. I still have no luck getting a job though going to school has been on my mind only for a couple of classes and hope that with the school it will bring about a job sooner rather than later and maybe even another laptop if at all possible. It feels as though my life going downhill is trying to tell me something and i'm trying to figure out what it is. unfortunatly I won't be seen tomorrow or Thursday as tomorrow library is going to be closed for veterans day and thursday i'm going out grocery shopping with my mother though I don't see the point when my lunch can only be made inside and i'm out trying to get a job which is not going well at all. i'll check my messages friday thats the soonest i'm able to till then chat with you when i'm on.